Hello all. I have been meaning for some time to start a 'serious' blog, something just for myself, but which I can share with my friends. So here we are.
I could say that the past 3 years have been a tremendous rollercoaster, but actually I could extend that back to 7 years, in the run up to my husband and I's wedding. It is as if God knew that for me to be able to progress to each new step in my life He must confront me head on with what held me back, as it has been so painful I kept looking away rather than deal with it. But a series of events in this last year have led me to conclude that for me to truly be at peace with myself running away doesn't work, it only delays the inevitable.
No more of that then! 12 months ago, in the depths of despair, I asked God to show me once and for all what I needed to do to become free of the past so that I could live in the present with a stronger empowered presence. To seek truth carries huge risk and comes with a huge cost - pain. Truth paid for with suffering and tears. But it is a journey worth making, in leaping for serenity.